buy xanax Q&A

I am a single mother with two kids..one 13 who is mentally retarted and who can not walk and needs my care 24/7 and the other is a 20 year old girl. One day I went in her room to go find something and on her dresser was 3 lortabs and some xanax bars.She told me that her friend gave her some for cramps,so I just blew it off..A few nights ago she came in the house with her eyes very red and sitting low..I asked her whats wrong she said she was “sleepy”. I don’t know what to do, I really want to talk to my daughter and ask does she need any help, but she will not open up to me at all…She is always gone,and when she returns home she always looks very tired,and her eyes are always red and very low. She will just come home eat everything in sight,take a shower and go to her room, and leave the next day for hours at a time. I decided that since she wouldn’t open up to me,I went through her phone and I read a txt she sent to someone about “U have any skittlez or benzos I can buy from ya?” what are skittlez and benzos, because I know it can’t be the candy.
And what should I do other friends of mine have said call the police,but I don’t think I can call the police on my own daughter, but I believe she needs help..I just don’t know what she is on?

Hi, i’m here to see if i can get some good advice from someone. I’m 19 years old, i’ve been obese for all of my life, i’ve lost everything i had and life, and i’m suffering from severe depression. this all started when i was a kid. I’ve always been the fat kid, and my obesity has caused me social/love and psychological problems. I have tried to loose weight, but nothing seems to work, so i have accepted the fact that i’m fat and i will always be fat. Moving on, i mentioned that i have lost everything in my life, and i mean it. When i was in 6th grade my parents got divorced and i have not seen my mother to this very day. Loosing my mom, thinking that she didn’t care for me, sent me into depression. This depression turned me to drugs at a very young age. i started out smoking marijuana, then i moved on to trying other drugs. To me it didn’t matter what it was, as long as it could get me high i would try it. I experimented with almost every drug known to man, from cocaine, to psychedelic mushrooms, to ecstasy, to methamphetamine, to numerous prescription drugs prescribed for: pain, psychiatric disorders, anxiety, and some that alter the nervous system. If i could get my hands on it and it would give me some sort of high, i would use it. i got to the point where i would get so high, i would start blacking out, and a few times i woke up with physical injuries. near the end of last yeaar, i was arrested for possesion of a class 4 narcotic, xanax, and i am now on prohbation for two years. this event made me realize that i had to quit. so i completely stopped using any kind of drug, i will not even take a tylenol for a head ache. at first i had serve withdrawals,but i just fought my way through them, hoping that one day they would eventuall desipate. i do not suffer from any physical withdrawals any more, but i do suffer from depression. when i stopped using drugs, i quit associating with all my friends, because they all use drugs, and i was afraid that if i was around drugs i would break, and return to using them. therfore i now have no social life. i have tried to meet new people, but they always seem to talk to me for about a week, and then i cannot get a response from any type of contact. The thing that i feel that most contributes to my depression, is that i have no one to love. In 19 years, i have never once had a girlfriend. I believe this is mainly due to my low self esteem caused by my obesity. In the midst of all this, I lost my home and my means of transportation at the beginning of this year. In april a very large oak tree fell through my house, and crushed my truck. When all this happened i lost all hope in life, and almost commited suicide. i don’t know what stopped me but i’m still here for some reason. With the loss of my home, my depression has incresed very greatly. Due to the fact that i am prohbation and have large fines to pay, my money is very limited, and i am unable to buy a new vehicle. my dad was fortunate enough to find a new home that we have recently moved into. In the meantime to try and cope with my depression i have turned to the two things i love in life, i have begun to learn to play guitar and i have focused my artistic abilities in hopes of becoming a tattoo artist someday. This only eases very little of the emotional pain. After losing everything i had left in life, and i know they are only material posseions, i have lost all faith in whatever religious beliefs i once had, i believe that the only thing left that can happen to me is that i might die. Can some one help me? Can someone give me hope? Can you tell me how i can become happy? i wish i knew what it was.

ok so me and a friend went to walmart to buy things, little do i know shes stealing so i dident know, as we walk out the door here come the ap guys and so they take us back to the room,(they dont search me) and the cops take me away (for nothing i had no drugs i wasent stealing nothing) we get to the police station and she gets busted with xanax, somas, and morphine i think, i was/am clean i got a stupid *** ticket charged with theft of property (my ticket says 5-36-103) i have no clue why i got arrested and crap i had nothing to do i dident help her steal or nothing the cop told me i was being charged with a misdeamner (i live in arkansas btw) or something but this is all bullsh*t i dident do anything, i went to my store first thing in the morning and talked to my store manager and he said tough luck that this whole thing is over him and he cant do anything about it, do you people think i can collect enemployment please dont be smartasses im really really stressed out i have a car payment credit cards bills im not in debt but i cant afford to wait to find a new job and start over i have little to no money saved up, maybe $200 on me and my next and final check is going to be around $350(40 hours worth give or take) so… what do i do i really need so real advice i need a lawyer or something i cant spend alot on anything cause this is all retarded and i think im being falsly accused. Thanks in advanced guys i can add more info i will be watching for answers so go ahead and ask Thanks

i don’t get it. if it’s proven to work, why are people still opposed to it?… i’ll tell you why. because pharmaceutical companies would be losing a lot of money because marijuana is easy to grow and can be grown in your backyard… n why would politicians care about the pharmaceutical companies? because they get “lobbied” (aka bribed) by them. n why do normal citizens oppose it? cause they buy into the propaganda that is fed to them cause they’re… hell, i dunno, retarded?
n don’t give me “THERE ARE OTHER DRUGS THEY CAN USE”… cause those drugs are vicodin, xanax, percocet, morphine, valium etc… all A LOT worse for you and physically addictive (which pot isn’t)
my grandpa smoked weed when he was on his deathbed and my mom (who doesn’t smoke pot) said that she knows that it helped him out n that it didn’t **** him up too much like the other drugs.
so, my question is, why is it even a debatable subject? are people really that stupid?

I’m really sad about what I put my lil’ sis through! She lives an unusual life. She lives with my Dad who is 71 and her Mom comes and goes (she’s a drug addict and an alcholic). She’s a very pretty girl and is so mature for her age (probably from hanging out with so many adults). She’s bi-racial (my Dad is white and her Mom is black) and I think that’s a little rough on her since she goes to a kinda small country school and there’s only a few black or bi-racial kids. She is also much bigger and more developed than the other girls. She looks more like she should be in highschool than sixth grade. Anyways, here’s the weird part! I’m 35! I found out about her when my Dad confessed about 9 years ago that he had a girlfriend (they aren’t together anymore, he was basically her “sugardaddy” ’cause he had money at the time) and a baby from her. I was upset but excited. I have a sis around my own age but this was so un-expected! I fell in love with her. She was the most adorable toddler and so smart! Everyone that met her fell in love with her. She was just precious. Her Mom began using drugs and alcohol really bad. I was a recovering addict and alcholic myself. I devolped a close relationship with the little girl and I’d go visit her in the winter in Florida (my Dad would enroll her in school in Florida in the winter). However, my last visit was a disaster! She was nine (going on 10). I had been re-lapsing really bad and using drugs and drinking again. I partied when I was down there and instead of hanging out with her, I went out drinking and using drugs and staying out all night. I know she was crushed especially since she saw her Mom act the same way so often. She had really looked up to me! I treated her more like an adult than a little kid and we could talk about anything! I got so drunk and my Dad was yelling at me that I threatened suicide and jumped into the bay. It was embarassing and stupid and she saw it all. She saw me barely able to walk and I had overdosed on Xanax (a sedative) and I’m sure she thought I was dying. Since then (almost 2 years?), I haven’t talked to her even though she lives only a mile away! I desperately want to gain her respect back. It’s going to be awkward though. Should I apologize and explain what happened (she’s old enough to understand addiction and she knows about it well because of her mother)? What are some things that we could do together? I was thinking shopping! I was going to buy her something special! Any suggestions? Something cool! What about a pretty pre-paid cell phone that takes pics. so she can call me? I want to be there for her even though I think her Mom has straightened up a little. Any advice is so apprecciated! I AM SO SORRY THAT THIS IS SOOOO LONG! I REALLY THANK YOU FOR READING ALL OF THISI!!!

i barely move i feel thirsty and my hands are so cold ,i retype what i write for many times
i always take what people say without saying no or protest ,today i fought with my family and i exploded and shouted from the top of my head ,now i cant think properly and i feel like sedated ,my hands are still so cold now they started to warm as i write this ,
what can i drink,my mother offered me xanax or libracs
i went to my place and i barely open my eyes ,and i don’t want to show them that i m still hurt ,
tell me what to do
i started to think of running away from the whole country and change my name and take all money i have and buy a store or something
or i just should kill myself and *its not threatening no its a statement because if a person cant find his/her foot on the ground and be treated like a human who has rights then why in hell should i live??
i m so confused right now
and don’t know what to do
,if i cant say what i want because i m too afraid to hurt their feelings while no one gives a `shI# to what i feel?
i believe in god ,and i believe he is fair with us but i m simply not able to cope with people

Alright, so ive been diagnosed with panic attacks (but i dont think panic disorder) but i do get them frequently, i have really bad hypochondria but i dont obsessively sanitize myself or anything, social anxiety disorder and clinical depression. As well as some OCD, which I think is fairly true but..heres my problem. About every year I become obsessed (and Imean its my purpose in life and its all I can think of and its my reason to live and its all that makes me happy, its the only reason to wake up, etc and it provides me with complete euphoria) A MOVIE -_- at my worst ive seen one 25 times in the movie theatre. its my escape. and usually i become obsessed with an actor from it. Im not gonna say what movie im osessed with now at this moment, but I am. Last year it was another one. And then I start looking for a guy in real life that looks like whatever actor from the movie that Im obsessed with. Last year I found one and I was OBSESSED with this boy (the actor and the one in real life) until now..that Ive found another movie and guy. This started when I was 8 and now Im 16. Nothing else in life gives me as much pleasure and every day I just wanna see the movie, watch the actor in the movie and obsess. Ill buy everything merchandise, soundtracks, posters and for a year ill just live and breathe it. It provides me with my only happiness. Might it be because Im afraid of real relationships and getting hurt (which I am) that instead I turn to movies and actors to fill me with the same joy I would have if i were in a relationship? Its emberassing but the movie/actor ecome my almost everything.
Also I constantly have thoughts about killing people. Not family, just friends and especially strangers. I hate people. So so so so so much. Everyones a filthy peice of **** and all they do is hurt eachother. Were lower than animals, which I use to torture when I was smaller…Ive denied any impulses to do anything,though. Although when I get mad, as youd expect, I go ******* insane. I would love to torture people ,more than kill. I eel like everytime I teel people these things they dont take me seriously..do I have to do it for people finalyl to take notice and believe me and see the **** theyve done to me?
I go to a psych and im supposed to be on celexa but im only on xanax. I can deal with anxiety. And I dont really want the obsessions to stop because theyre the only thing that makes me happy in life. Is this a form of OCD? Id like some opinoins/answers.

I want to write something about how a person can have nothing at all and just one person makes their life worth living.I have alot of stuff my family is wealthy but like they say money can’t buy love. My family is not very close my mom is in jail she got her Doctoral license taken and she got 3 years for perscribing herself Xanax, Dilantin, Prozac, and Codiene or how ever you spell that my dad is so obsessed in his work hes never home yeah he gets us what we need and bought me a condo but I feel like hes just trying to get rid of me.I have 3 older brother who are in and out of jail my brother Steven was in Prison for 6 years and their all in Gangs and dumb ****. I’ve tried suicide a few times but one person kept popping in my head which is my gf Emily and I couldn’t do it and I would always call her crying after that.I dont want a psycho screamo song I wants something more like what Thriving Ivory does their a really good band.The song Angels On The Moon is AMAZING!

okay. please no lectures. i just need help.
the last time i smoked weed was like a week ago.
i am small, i wiegh about 95 pounds, but i don’t eat very healthy, and not much into exersize. just incase you needed to know that info.
but anyways, i got in trouble for something stupid, and i now have a hearing that i may or may not be drug tested at.
i need to know the fastest way to get my pee to pass with out using someone elses pee and without buying any detox pills other then things that i could easily buy over the counter.
please help, i know i made a mistake, and i plan on quiting smoking weed, but i desperatly need to pass this test.
and btw, i took two xanax for the first time like four nights ago, it didnt do much to me, and i did this before i realize i was going to get drugg tested, but does something like this show up in a pee test?

This is an argumentive essay but we were able to choose a side or explain cause and effects. Please let me know what is wrong.
Walker
Writing 122
29 May 2009
Pain Medications are Ruining Our Lives
If you think about how often a person goes to the doctor for pain its more than necessary. Doctors prescribe you a pain pill no matter what you may have, you go in for a cold and they give you vicodin, you have a headache and you get oxycodeine, your glands in your neck are swollen so they give you a pain shot. In fact, painkiller use has boomed by 88% in less than a decade. Every year more and more humans get addicted to pain pills. Not only does the person ruin their life (health), but they are also harming everyone around them. However not all the time is it the persons fault for becoming addicted, but it’s the doctors fault.
Doctors (especially in Roseburg) are extremly lazy and really don’t care about their patients. They want you in and out as quickly as possible. So for most people if you are in pain you will get vicodin automatically. Yes vicodin is the most body friendly prescription, but it is very addictive. What consumers don’t realize is the major side affects that the doctors know. You don’t get a, “warning this drug may cause an addiction,” label on the side of the prescription nor on the paperwork that comes with it. So the average American is really clueless when they take that first dose.
However, many pain pills also carry a dangerous side effect (the potential for addiction). Many people have become addicted over the years to drugs that should have been used only temporarily to treat a medical condition. Taken too long or in larger amounts than prescribed, many drugs can become a problem and a threat to your life and other around you. About 6.2 million Americans abuse painkillers, sedatives, tranquilizers, and stimulants (making prescription drugs second to marijuana). Among uses of all drugs that’s more than the number of cocaine addicts nationwide and the number appears to be growing.
With each year, pain pills are getting pushed to everyone that has any kind of symptoms. When a person starts a pain pill, after taking the pill for so long, that person gets addicted (An addiction is primarily a state where the body begins to rely on a drug or an external chemical substance in order to carry out its normal functions. For instance vicodin is the most body friendly drug but very addicting.). The person loves the feeling that he/she has when they are on the pill (usually most people feel energy but there isn’t the caffeine headache/crash from drinking caffeine) that they want more. Then the person is tracking down people that have that pain medications that they need and once they find a person with their pill of choice they buy it for an outrageous amount of money (oxycotin is one of the worst pills out there and people spend up to sixty dollars just for one pill). People buying each others prescriptions are happening more and more each day. The people today are so bad about needing/wanting the pills that they will go through garbage’s just to find what they need. Most of the pills being prescribed give the user major withdrawls and the person has to get professional help to get off the medication. You get placed on a medication to get better not to get addicted then have to spend more money on classes to get over your addiction. Not only is it a waste of money, but to be seen by a doctor for your addiction can take up to six months or even longer.
The United States has become a huge pill popping nation. Everyone wants a pill to relieve them of any feeling that is undesirable. The most commonly abused medications include pain relievers such as: Vicodin, Oxycontin, Percocet and Morphine; Depressants like: Valium and Xanax; As well as Stimulants including: Adderall and Ritalin. It is estimated that twenty percent of Americans age twelve and older have used prescription medications for non-medical use (the young children are becoming addicted and starting to sell pills as well). The elderly are usually more vulnerable for abuse issues because they are generally prescribed more medications than other age groups. However, prescription drug abuse is increasing most in ages 18-25 up from 5.4% in 2002 to 6.4% in 2006. Prescription medications are perceived as an expected discomfort relief tool or a luxury for those in dire need. With today’s addictive epidemic, narcotic medications need to be administered more sparingly to avoid abuse and addiction. Many do not recognize that turning to prescription medications for relief opens the door to possible abuse and addiction.
Of course when you feel pain, you definitely don’t like the feeling, but pain isn’t going to kill us. Pain is a message that tells are body that we are alive. It lets us no good and bad. Pain can tell us that we need to exercise, get up and stretch, or that