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All of your life, you’ve been lied to. You’ve been told what life is supposed to be about. Grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids. Watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you. Donate money to charity. Go on vacation. Get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids. Look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing.This is what you’re supposed to do, this is what normal people do. This is what everyone else is doing. Oh sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but you can get back on at any time. Of course, when you actually look at the world around you, you may see something entirely different. See that young married couple living next door, with the wife gardening in the front yard while the kids play out back? She’s snowed under with Xanax all the time, without which she’d be in a continuous state of anxiety. And her 6 year old son, he’s following in mom’s footsteps already, taking his daily dose of Ritalin to keep him tranquil enough to sit still all day at school.She stopped sleeping with her husband several years ago, but that’s ok, cause he sneaks off a couple times a week and has sex with street prostitutes in the back seat of his car, or a nearby motel. He feels a bit bad for them, and tips them extra.His favorite prostitute is always glad to see him, because he’s pleasant enough and an easy $75. Too bad they can’t all be like him. She gets beaten up and raped by johns multiple times a year, but that’s ok, she can handle it, cause even at its worst this job is still better than what she went through as a child. Besides, there’s no other way she could support her crack cocaine habit. And the cop who tries to arrest her, last night he arrested the neighborhood marijuana dealer, then went home and got nice and legally drunk on jack daniels. And the cop’s daughter, the pretty high school cheerleader, sneaks off and vomits after every meal so she won’t get fat.But these are all small scale problems. Don’t forget that, several times a century, often enough to happen at least once during the average human lifetime, all the most powerful nations of the world divide up into sides and begin slaughtering anyone they can find on the opposing side by the millions. This is agreed by all to be unfortunate but necessary.And the city you live in, if you’re in a western country and living in a city, has already been targetted by some country’s nuclear weaponry. A few pushes of the right buttons, and you’ll be vaporized, or survive and live in some radioactive wasteland. But that’s ok, because it probably won’t happen in the immediate future, so you might as well go out and buy the week’s groceries. Beneath the thin veneer of civilization lies a howling madness, and the average normal human being has the ability to commit genocide during the day, then come home and tuck the kids in at night, or to ignore the pain of a billion people in misery while mowing the lawn or doing christmas shopping. The Big Lie is that all of the problems of human life are separate. If you compartmentalize them all, you can convince yourself that once you lose that 40 pounds, or get more money, or get your husband to stop beating you, or finally kick that addiction, you’ll be a normal happy person like everyone else. And once you get the right politician elected, or win the war, or convert the infidels to your religion, the world will be a happy place.The problems of life are all symptoms of the same cause. The locks on your doors which you need to keep out burglars, the schoolyard bully, the serial killer, the drug addict, the drug dealer, the billionaire who thinks he’s being exploited by the poor, the millions of soldiers fighting for peace, the enslavement or slaughter of entire races of people, and your own unhappiness, all are interconnected. They are all part of one problem. I wish I could define the problem for you, or offer a solution. Human beings seem to have a basic design flaw. We’re a ****** up species, striving to be healthy and happy while simultaneously destroying ourselves and each other in a million different ways. The only positive note I can end this on is that it’s better to understand all this than to be
ignorant of it, I think.

I am a single mother with two kids..one 13 who is mentally retarted and who can not walk and needs my care 24/7 and the other is a 20 year old girl. One day I went in her room to go find something and on her dresser was 3 lortabs and some xanax bars.She told me that her friend gave her some for cramps,so I just blew it off..A few nights ago she came in the house with her eyes very red and sitting low..I asked her whats wrong she said she was “sleepy”. I don’t know what to do, I really want to talk to my daughter and ask does she need any help, but she will not open up to me at all…She is always gone,and when she returns home she always looks very tired,and her eyes are always red and very low. She will just come home eat everything in sight,take a shower and go to her room, and leave the next day for hours at a time. I decided that since she wouldn’t open up to me,I went through her phone and I read a txt she sent to someone about “U have any skittlez or benzos I can buy from ya?” what are skittlez and benzos, because I know it can’t be the candy.
And what should I do other friends of mine have said call the police,but I don’t think I can call the police on my own daughter, but I believe she needs help..I just don’t know what she is on?

Hi, i’m here to see if i can get some good advice from someone. I’m 19 years old, i’ve been obese for all of my life, i’ve lost everything i had and life, and i’m suffering from severe depression. this all started when i was a kid. I’ve always been the fat kid, and my obesity has caused me social/love and psychological problems. I have tried to loose weight, but nothing seems to work, so i have accepted the fact that i’m fat and i will always be fat. Moving on, i mentioned that i have lost everything in my life, and i mean it. When i was in 6th grade my parents got divorced and i have not seen my mother to this very day. Loosing my mom, thinking that she didn’t care for me, sent me into depression. This depression turned me to drugs at a very young age. i started out smoking marijuana, then i moved on to trying other drugs. To me it didn’t matter what it was, as long as it could get me high i would try it. I experimented with almost every drug known to man, from cocaine, to psychedelic mushrooms, to ecstasy, to methamphetamine, to numerous prescription drugs prescribed for: pain, psychiatric disorders, anxiety, and some that alter the nervous system. If i could get my hands on it and it would give me some sort of high, i would use it. i got to the point where i would get so high, i would start blacking out, and a few times i woke up with physical injuries. near the end of last yeaar, i was arrested for possesion of a class 4 narcotic, xanax, and i am now on prohbation for two years. this event made me realize that i had to quit. so i completely stopped using any kind of drug, i will not even take a tylenol for a head ache. at first i had serve withdrawals,but i just fought my way through them, hoping that one day they would eventuall desipate. i do not suffer from any physical withdrawals any more, but i do suffer from depression. when i stopped using drugs, i quit associating with all my friends, because they all use drugs, and i was afraid that if i was around drugs i would break, and return to using them. therfore i now have no social life. i have tried to meet new people, but they always seem to talk to me for about a week, and then i cannot get a response from any type of contact. The thing that i feel that most contributes to my depression, is that i have no one to love. In 19 years, i have never once had a girlfriend. I believe this is mainly due to my low self esteem caused by my obesity. In the midst of all this, I lost my home and my means of transportation at the beginning of this year. In april a very large oak tree fell through my house, and crushed my truck. When all this happened i lost all hope in life, and almost commited suicide. i don’t know what stopped me but i’m still here for some reason. With the loss of my home, my depression has incresed very greatly. Due to the fact that i am prohbation and have large fines to pay, my money is very limited, and i am unable to buy a new vehicle. my dad was fortunate enough to find a new home that we have recently moved into. In the meantime to try and cope with my depression i have turned to the two things i love in life, i have begun to learn to play guitar and i have focused my artistic abilities in hopes of becoming a tattoo artist someday. This only eases very little of the emotional pain. After losing everything i had left in life, and i know they are only material posseions, i have lost all faith in whatever religious beliefs i once had, i believe that the only thing left that can happen to me is that i might die. Can some one help me? Can someone give me hope? Can you tell me how i can become happy? i wish i knew what it was.

ok so me and a friend went to walmart to buy things, little do i know shes stealing so i dident know, as we walk out the door here come the ap guys and so they take us back to the room,(they dont search me) and the cops take me away (for nothing i had no drugs i wasent stealing nothing) we get to the police station and she gets busted with xanax, somas, and morphine i think, i was/am clean i got a stupid *** ticket charged with theft of property (my ticket says 5-36-103) i have no clue why i got arrested and crap i had nothing to do i dident help her steal or nothing the cop told me i was being charged with a misdeamner (i live in arkansas btw) or something but this is all bullsh*t i dident do anything, i went to my store first thing in the morning and talked to my store manager and he said tough luck that this whole thing is over him and he cant do anything about it, do you people think i can collect enemployment please dont be smartasses im really really stressed out i have a car payment credit cards bills im not in debt but i cant afford to wait to find a new job and start over i have little to no money saved up, maybe $200 on me and my next and final check is going to be around $350(40 hours worth give or take) so… what do i do i really need so real advice i need a lawyer or something i cant spend alot on anything cause this is all retarded and i think im being falsly accused. Thanks in advanced guys i can add more info i will be watching for answers so go ahead and ask Thanks

i don’t get it. if it’s proven to work, why are people still opposed to it?… i’ll tell you why. because pharmaceutical companies would be losing a lot of money because marijuana is easy to grow and can be grown in your backyard… n why would politicians care about the pharmaceutical companies? because they get “lobbied” (aka bribed) by them. n why do normal citizens oppose it? cause they buy into the propaganda that is fed to them cause they’re… hell, i dunno, retarded?
n don’t give me “THERE ARE OTHER DRUGS THEY CAN USE”… cause those drugs are vicodin, xanax, percocet, morphine, valium etc… all A LOT worse for you and physically addictive (which pot isn’t)
my grandpa smoked weed when he was on his deathbed and my mom (who doesn’t smoke pot) said that she knows that it helped him out n that it didn’t **** him up too much like the other drugs.
so, my question is, why is it even a debatable subject? are people really that stupid?

I’m really sad about what I put my lil’ sis through! She lives an unusual life. She lives with my Dad who is 71 and her Mom comes and goes (she’s a drug addict and an alcholic). She’s a very pretty girl and is so mature for her age (probably from hanging out with so many adults). She’s bi-racial (my Dad is white and her Mom is black) and I think that’s a little rough on her since she goes to a kinda small country school and there’s only a few black or bi-racial kids. She is also much bigger and more developed than the other girls. She looks more like she should be in highschool than sixth grade. Anyways, here’s the weird part! I’m 35! I found out about her when my Dad confessed about 9 years ago that he had a girlfriend (they aren’t together anymore, he was basically her “sugardaddy” ’cause he had money at the time) and a baby from her. I was upset but excited. I have a sis around my own age but this was so un-expected! I fell in love with her. She was the most adorable toddler and so smart! Everyone that met her fell in love with her. She was just precious. Her Mom began using drugs and alcohol really bad. I was a recovering addict and alcholic myself. I devolped a close relationship with the little girl and I’d go visit her in the winter in Florida (my Dad would enroll her in school in Florida in the winter). However, my last visit was a disaster! She was nine (going on 10). I had been re-lapsing really bad and using drugs and drinking again. I partied when I was down there and instead of hanging out with her, I went out drinking and using drugs and staying out all night. I know she was crushed especially since she saw her Mom act the same way so often. She had really looked up to me! I treated her more like an adult than a little kid and we could talk about anything! I got so drunk and my Dad was yelling at me that I threatened suicide and jumped into the bay. It was embarassing and stupid and she saw it all. She saw me barely able to walk and I had overdosed on Xanax (a sedative) and I’m sure she thought I was dying. Since then (almost 2 years?), I haven’t talked to her even though she lives only a mile away! I desperately want to gain her respect back. It’s going to be awkward though. Should I apologize and explain what happened (she’s old enough to understand addiction and she knows about it well because of her mother)? What are some things that we could do together? I was thinking shopping! I was going to buy her something special! Any suggestions? Something cool! What about a pretty pre-paid cell phone that takes pics. so she can call me? I want to be there for her even though I think her Mom has straightened up a little. Any advice is so apprecciated! I AM SO SORRY THAT THIS IS SOOOO LONG! I REALLY THANK YOU FOR READING ALL OF THISI!!!

i barely move i feel thirsty and my hands are so cold ,i retype what i write for many times
i always take what people say without saying no or protest ,today i fought with my family and i exploded and shouted from the top of my head ,now i cant think properly and i feel like sedated ,my hands are still so cold now they started to warm as i write this ,
what can i drink,my mother offered me xanax or libracs
i went to my place and i barely open my eyes ,and i don’t want to show them that i m still hurt ,
tell me what to do
i started to think of running away from the whole country and change my name and take all money i have and buy a store or something
or i just should kill myself and *its not threatening no its a statement because if a person cant find his/her foot on the ground and be treated like a human who has rights then why in hell should i live??
i m so confused right now
and don’t know what to do
,if i cant say what i want because i m too afraid to hurt their feelings while no one gives a `shI# to what i feel?
i believe in god ,and i believe he is fair with us but i m simply not able to cope with people

Alright, so ive been diagnosed with panic attacks (but i dont think panic disorder) but i do get them frequently, i have really bad hypochondria but i dont obsessively sanitize myself or anything, social anxiety disorder and clinical depression. As well as some OCD, which I think is fairly true but..heres my problem. About every year I become obsessed (and Imean its my purpose in life and its all I can think of and its my reason to live and its all that makes me happy, its the only reason to wake up, etc and it provides me with complete euphoria) A MOVIE -_- at my worst ive seen one 25 times in the movie theatre. its my escape. and usually i become obsessed with an actor from it. Im not gonna say what movie im osessed with now at this moment, but I am. Last year it was another one. And then I start looking for a guy in real life that looks like whatever actor from the movie that Im obsessed with. Last year I found one and I was OBSESSED with this boy (the actor and the one in real life) until now..that Ive found another movie and guy. This started when I was 8 and now Im 16. Nothing else in life gives me as much pleasure and every day I just wanna see the movie, watch the actor in the movie and obsess. Ill buy everything merchandise, soundtracks, posters and for a year ill just live and breathe it. It provides me with my only happiness. Might it be because Im afraid of real relationships and getting hurt (which I am) that instead I turn to movies and actors to fill me with the same joy I would have if i were in a relationship? Its emberassing but the movie/actor ecome my almost everything.
Also I constantly have thoughts about killing people. Not family, just friends and especially strangers. I hate people. So so so so so much. Everyones a filthy peice of **** and all they do is hurt eachother. Were lower than animals, which I use to torture when I was smaller…Ive denied any impulses to do anything,though. Although when I get mad, as youd expect, I go ******* insane. I would love to torture people ,more than kill. I eel like everytime I teel people these things they dont take me seriously..do I have to do it for people finalyl to take notice and believe me and see the **** theyve done to me?
I go to a psych and im supposed to be on celexa but im only on xanax. I can deal with anxiety. And I dont really want the obsessions to stop because theyre the only thing that makes me happy in life. Is this a form of OCD? Id like some opinoins/answers.

I want to write something about how a person can have nothing at all and just one person makes their life worth living.I have alot of stuff my family is wealthy but like they say money can’t buy love. My family is not very close my mom is in jail she got her Doctoral license taken and she got 3 years for perscribing herself Xanax, Dilantin, Prozac, and Codiene or how ever you spell that my dad is so obsessed in his work hes never home yeah he gets us what we need and bought me a condo but I feel like hes just trying to get rid of me.I have 3 older brother who are in and out of jail my brother Steven was in Prison for 6 years and their all in Gangs and dumb ****. I’ve tried suicide a few times but one person kept popping in my head which is my gf Emily and I couldn’t do it and I would always call her crying after that.I dont want a psycho screamo song I wants something more like what Thriving Ivory does their a really good band.The song Angels On The Moon is AMAZING!

okay. please no lectures. i just need help.
the last time i smoked weed was like a week ago.
i am small, i wiegh about 95 pounds, but i don’t eat very healthy, and not much into exersize. just incase you needed to know that info.
but anyways, i got in trouble for something stupid, and i now have a hearing that i may or may not be drug tested at.
i need to know the fastest way to get my pee to pass with out using someone elses pee and without buying any detox pills other then things that i could easily buy over the counter.
please help, i know i made a mistake, and i plan on quiting smoking weed, but i desperatly need to pass this test.
and btw, i took two xanax for the first time like four nights ago, it didnt do much to me, and i did this before i realize i was going to get drugg tested, but does something like this show up in a pee test?