buy xanax Q&A

hello,
after I drink coffee, I have to take a nap! I know it sounds weird, but it’s unfortunately true
Once I bought an energy drink and instead of feeling more energetic… it made me go to bed
Recently, I found out that I have ADD and I’ve begun taking ritalin, a stimulant. Well, it makes me sleepy! I think I will stop it, it’s horrible.
I remember a few years ago, I suffered from some anxiety and the doctor prescribed me Xanax,…. well it didn’t work at all, I had much more anxiety after taking Xanax than before so I stopped it.
There must be something terribly wrong with the chemicals in my brain
Has anybody ever heard of something like this?
Thank you in advance.

i have a 31 year old boyfriend He is a “Hustler”. I am 18. We have been together for 1 year and four months. I have never been in trouble until we got together. I have been arrested 5 times for possession of xanax since i have been with him. Everybody seems to think its his fault. Buy i dont see how when im the one who is taking the drugs and tend to carry them on me like a dumb ***. We have been living from hotel to hotel bc he can not get a apartment or anything bc he is a 5 time felon and i have no job. He does not want me to work bc he is super jealous. He doesnt like me speaking or talking to anyone but him. And if he sees me associating with a dude. He gets really angry and agressive. People dont understand why i stay with him. Especially bc he is now in jail until april..they think that i should leave him. He is a thug or a gangster w/e you wanna call him and is a very very well known hustler where we are from. So we are constantly harrased by the laws. I am now on probation for two years..I am ver very much in love with him. We have been through s hit load.What do you guys think? Just wanna know some opinions

Well let me describe my drug life so far. I am a 14 year old kid. I’ve done a lot things but nothing to big like the hard drugs (coke, heroin, crack, etc.). It started with smoking a blunt with a friend of mine around last Christmas 2007. i loved the high of that but I just didn’t care enough to keep asking him to get more. Occasionally he’d come over and we’d smoke a blunt. I probably smoked weed around 4 or 5 times of my last school year. After a month of smoking the weed I started to do pills. I didn’t do the pills to get a better high like some people say I did it because I just wanted to know what the different effects were. Like I would take a couple xanax’s to see how it would effect my moods, or take some valium to see how careless I feel. I’ve taken xanax, valium, concerta, serquol, adderal, sertraline, hydrocodone (Vicodin), and maybe some other kinds. Before I took any of these drugs I always did around 1-2 weeks of research about it. Then the summer came and I was just going crazy with drugs. First day of summer break my 8 grams of Salvia comes in. I’ve always wanted to hallucinate. I’ve just been curious to hallucinate for a very long time to see how it works and how I can manipulate my thoughts to be something I wanna see. I smoked the Salvia which I got a little of 10x, a little of,20x, and a little of 30x, and nothing happened besides getting pretty sweaty and kinda having a thought in my mind seem real but I no that I’m just seeing a image in my head and not out my eyes. I smoked around I would say 2 or 3 times a day for the last 2 months of summer break. I smoked occasionally during school and I noticed my grades started to slip and since I just entered 9th grade I knew I had to do good. I quit weed just until i got my report card and now I smoke when I go to sleep and on fridays and saturday. I also bought Hawaiian Baby Woodrose Seeds which contains LSA in them on the internet from a very reliable website which came in and that was my next chance to experience what I’ve been wanting, a hallucinating experience. I had 50 seeds so I spread it out. me and a couple friends each took 6 for a starter and I felt more like a Euphoric high. The nest day I took 10 seeds (Just to let people know I chewed them up in my mouth and swallowed the seeds) and my friend took 6. I felt a even more euphoric high but kinda like I had no emotion but happiness. To make it more easy to explain, if you have ever seen the movie Office Space, I felt like that guy.No pain, no sadness, no anger, no nothing. Right now in front of me I have a bottle of Robitussin DM. Now I know that the only active ingredient should be DXM but this has Guaifenesin in it and I know that Guaifenesin makes some people sick enough to puke. Right now I’m thinking if it’ll make me hallucinate throwing up doesn’t matter that much just to hallucinate once. Please, someone, tell me if this is a sign of a early addict because I don’t want me to turn out like that. I want straight answers no answers like your stupid for even trying any type of drug illegally. The drugs I do plan on doing because of research I’ve done on them are: Acid, Ecstacy, shrooms, and that is about it.

I have a very severe panic disorder that sometimes keeps me from doing things I have to do, like go buy groceries at the store, get my hair cut, or go pay bills. At home, I am fine. Not depressed, anxious, or anything. It is just when I go out in public that I get panicky and start to freak out–once I remove myself from the situation, I am fine again.
To deal with this, I was prescribed Alprazolam back in October, to be taken as-needed. I don’t use the medication at all unless I have to leave the house for some reason, like to buy groceries, and then I carry it with me just in case I need it.
I was given 15 pills back in October, and now, 4 months later, I still have 4 left. So I only used 11 pills in 4 months–I think that goes to show I don’t abuse it.
But as I am starting to run low, I am going to be needing some more, and am going to make an appointment with my doctor this week for that purpose. But the problem is, I know Alprazloam is a drug that is widely abused by some people, and it carries a certain stigma with it that makes some doctors not want to prescribe it for that reason. And it is going to look awfully suspicious when I go there and specifically ask for Alprazolam as the sole purpose of my visit. I’m afraid the doctor will think I am a drug abuser and tell me no.
But here’s the thing: I refuse to take daily anti-depressants or other, more long-term anxiety medications such as SSRIs. Because unless I am out in public, I am fine. At home, nothing bothers me. The reason I have panic attacks is because I was the victim of a violent crime, and going out in public places stirs up old memories and causes me to freak out. But I don’t want to subject myself to long-term medications when I am just fine when not in public. I like being able to take a pill to control the panic attack SPECIFICALLY, since that is my problem, not depression or anxiety in general.
I am thinking of bringing my current bottle of the medication with me to show the doctor I still have some of it left, as proof I am not abusing it. I just don’t know what he’s going to say if I go in there and tell him I’m seeking Alprazolam–do you think he, or any other doctor, would say no? I have my bottle, filled in October, for 15 pills, with 4 of them left…shouldn’t that be enough for them to know I am not an drug abuser and simply like having it on standby? I do need to be able to go out in public every now and then, and the Alprazolam is the only thing that helps.

I like to be at least a little gone when I fly…not because I’m scared of flying, but because I HATE airports.
I flipped out yesterday when Mexican security wouldn’t let me bring my (short, wooden) knitting needles on the plane. Security in New York let me knit the sweater I was wearing that day on the plane down there, but Mexican security wouldn’t let me knit another one on the way back. TSA regulations permit knitting needles in carry-on baggage, as well. I ended up throwing a minor fit and then paying $20 for an extra baggage fee to check just my knitting before going BACK through security. Ugh!!!! Heathrow has let me through with more dangerous looking needles (so has Madrid, Amsterdam, two Norwegian airports, Paris and New York), but Cancun - where I can buy (and am strongly encouraged to buy) Xanax and Vicodin without a prescription (even if they aren’t actually what they claim to be) won’t let me bring my knitting needles on the plane with me. AHHHHHHHH!!!! I popped a few pills to calm me down and I realized that I should probably be at about that level of sedation for all of my future flying experiences.
Airports deserve their own circle in Dante’s Hell.
Woo, sorry about all of that. Thanks for letting me vent. How about all of you guys?

and if i do will the cops come and arrest me??i have suffered from anxiety and panic attacks all of my adult life..i was on a low dose of xanax once but now i cant get a doctor to prescribe them to me…if anyone has ever order these online let me know…

Just to let everyone know, I do take a benzo for what it’s intended for and I have a presciption. I’m not a pill head or a pill popper. I have a really bad anxiety problem and I’ve been on 15 different medications like all the SSRIs, SNRIs ect … and the BZs are the only type of medication that helps me with my anxiety.
I think people really over react when it comes to BZs. Some peope act like you’re no different than a junkie or someone buying heroin off the street and I think that’s so stupid. I know they’re very addictive, but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.